SPECIAL EDITION: EXCLUSIVE

Today, 13th of November 2009, Friday, on 11.25 a.m, I was on my bed-just want to take a nap. Suddenly, a text message hit my inbox. I open the message, and… I don’t know what to say. I’m very happy, as if I’m given a second chance of living after a long death. For about 3 months, I’ve had a difficult life. But this message, had bring light to me. I get back my spirit to study.



I can imagine myself in the 3 months like going through a journey, and the darkness filled the atmosphere. Barely able to breath, I push myself to stand and keep making my step forward. There was a light, far, far away in front, and the light is barely being seen through the darkness. Then, I saw some people with a candle. I walk towards them, and I shout at them, asking for help. They didn’t see me. In the mean time, my voice is getting weaker. Like a blind man, I walk slowly and hope that somebody would hear my voice and come to give me a hand. At the edge of despair, suddenly I saw a little girl, came to me with a face of smile. At her hand, there was a candle, shining bright. She said, “Brother, look. I got a candle.” That beautiful smile gives me hope to continue my journey.




The message sounds, "Leh! (my nick name among the my siblings) Ak dpt 3.47 la! Hehe..tp cgpa 3.07.. Dpt gak la smbg law.tp muet lak sangkut." As I read that message, I felt so happy. Lately, I'm losing my spirit to study, like a man in despair. But the news had give me back the spirit. Thank to my sister! How could I possibly know that 'somebody' that I waited so long to give me back the spirit, motivation, and enthusiasm is actually my own sister. I almost think of making an appointment with the counselor, and I had asked help from all of my friends, but no one satisfy me.
Thank to my sister, and never forgettable, Allah, which send her to cheer me up again and give me back the strength. I'm going to keep moving from now on, and give my best shot in everything I do, especially in seeking the knowledge. Because, knowledge is the one that make a man survive, turning a beggar into a bachelor, and fill the darkness in the world with light.



Keep moving foward!